jiwa jiwa

terdetik, mengetik

tiap hari bangkit,harap tenang jiwa
semalam bulan bersinar,
kini matahari menerangi seluruh alam
harap tenang jiwa
harap lancar semua

terbit wajah-wajah indah
terdetik hati merindu
mereka-mereka tertanam di dalam jiwa
gelap malam tadi tak terasa
panas terik hari ini tak mengganggu
terbit wajah-wajah itu
satu sebab tenang jiwa

hari ini dan masih merindu
mereka-mereka itu umpama bintang yg terang
walau siang, walau malam
seri tiada penghujung

sayang benar,sepenuh hati
sungguh tiada dusta
harap dpt yg sama
seperti terangnya malam yg berbulan
bercahayanya siang drpd matahari
syukur ya Tuhan, syukur

One After Another

on my last post in facebook,
i got feedbacks from several ppl..
longgggg feedbacks but very very helpful n fun..huhu
unlike other notes..bkn la nk feedback,but saje jer tulis2..so xde hal la kan

guess d topic really mean sumthing to most of us huh?
well,and again,just got a news about d same thing...
one after another,n this time its about a girl dumping a boy,for another guy,again!..
haihhh...alasan,sama jek..hati berubah..

but then come to think of it,sometimes,there must b sumthing happened that makes d other person berubah hati kan?mayb they r lack of sumthing like tolerates ke appreciation ke consideration ke kan...MAYBE la kan..who knows..or mayb d other partner prnh curang or flirt ke kan,that have made the girl berubah hati...well,things that i assume ni sbnyer mcm slalu terdgr..n i think all of it r cliche reasons 4 ppl to use whenever they wanna break up / divorce..maybe the couples couldnt find d solution to those matters kan..

coz in my point of view,in my opinion,after i went thru lots of seperation n divorce in my family,i certainly think that every couple in this world should learn more about appreciation..after u know how to appreciate,then automatically u will know how to tolerate n be more considerable about everything in a relationship..as 4 me,wallahualam la kan...not a pro about relationships or marriage,but alhamdulillah,im still trying to do d best as i could so that hati kami tak berubah..did watever we could though,usaha x henti,doa pun slalu so that berkekalan..

but then,jodoh..like my late parents,they went thru shits most of d time in their 25yrs of marriage until their last breath,but then ternyata kan jodoh mereka kuat smp ke akhir hayat?mayb dah hujung2 masa dorang masih sihat,tapi my dad truly loves my mom so much,eventho he knew it was his fault most of d time coz being a man with their nature towards other women kan..but then,dia ttp mempertahankan...maybe la the spirit of loving the partner like arwah ayah is so strong in me..huhu..insyaAllah..

i agree with doy in my last post..and yes,keikhlasan is also important..
so,hmm...patutkah saye teros takot being in a relationship?huhu..wallahu

alam..salah satu doa saye,saye harap akan teros kuat..

How Easy

baru saje m'dpt berita slh seorg teman (wlpun x brp rapat) berubah hatinya kpd jejaka lain..

lebih kurang sebulan yg lalu, teman yg rapat juga berubah hatinya kpd gadis lain..

hati manusia,mmg susah nk predict..

terkadang naik takut,fobia dgn situasi begini..

kdg2 mungkin kite rase kite dh buat yg terbaik,tp xkan cukup baik & sempurna buat manusia sekeliling..

kdg2 mungkin kite rase xbaik,n bile tibe masa nk ubah utk buat yg terbaik,dh terlambat..

kdg2 mungkin dh buat yg terbaik,dan org sedar yg mmg dh terbaik,tp masih x diterima kerana terlalu baik & sempurna pula..

alasan utk berubah senang saja,tu sumer ayat utk sedapkan hati mangsa..

mengaku sajalah mmg hati dan cinta sudah tiada atau berubah..

and obviously,buat yg dah berubah tu la yg slh..

sbb if u r not sure,never start..bertahun bersama,tibe2 berubah,kan evil namanye..

masa depan saye,saye pun xtau..

doa dan percubaan yg sehabis baik kami sdg buat..wlpun terkadang ada tragedi yg melukakan,tp harus kuat mempertahankan..utk memastikan hati kami tidak berubah spt teman2 yg kami kenali..

harap tiada perubahan dan semakin kuat.

Mulakan Tak Peduli

ambil perhatian
tak peduli pun aku tak kisah
sbb aku pun akan mula
aku akan mulakan tak peduli dgn kalian
bising jer lebih,habuk pun tak nampak
ckp org taknak dgr,esok-esok sibuk bising lagi
berbual poyo mcm bagus tak berhabis
mana bukti ko bagus weh?
sket pun aku tak nampak...

hebat betol nampak salah org
kekurangan sendiri yg lg lebih,tak nak sedar
at least poyo aku tak mcm korang
berbual berapi mcm hebat sgt kt gelanggang seni
padahal setakat kat takok tu,takyah la ko nak bangga diri

as kawan,aku mengingatkan
tak nak kesalahan aku kalian pun mengulangkan
tak nak dgr, sudah
tapi takyah nak carik point kekurangan
aku kurang,aku mengaku,
tak macam kalian,lebih2 tabik dada,
tapi habuk pun takda!..

so now aku akan mulakan,
sbb selalu sgt sibuk2 tak nak kawan2 ketinggalan
tapi kawan2 mcm kalian,
mmg patut aku mulakan,
aku akan mula tak peduli
aku akan mula pentingkan diri

*mmg kemak kdg2 kwn2 ni...bosan nak mengadap org yg sibok sgt mendabik dada mcm hebat sgt...kesimpulannye,jalankan hidop sendiri,xyah anggap aku kwn korang pun xdehal la!..